Faith: do I still have it after so many years down the line.

If I pray now, will God hear me;
If I really really pray, will He
Understand my reasons; its been
Awhile since I really prayed; a lot
Of good has been happening truly
Blessed and had forgotten to be
Thankful for many of them; but
Right now at this moment I seek
Gods faith; I seek it the most I've
Ever sought faith out; will He listen
Or let life take its road... Hear me
Lord; I need you right now.

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